A five year old girl doesn’t have the words.
A five year old girl believes what he says,
that he will kill her mother and her father,
that he loves her, that it’s normal, that she is special.
A five year old girl is tiny, is not as strong as he
though he pretends there is nothing he wouldn’t do
for her, to her, because of her; that he is besotted.
She recalls the word because it rhymes with clotted.
That is how her throat feels when she wakes
from nightmares of being suffocated,
which no one else understands.
A five year old girl doesn’t have the words,
but every line is recorded onto her skin.
Monthly Archives: April 2017
.. cooking carrots, and thinking of belief ..
orange.
it is a source of inspiration, and research. it is written, yet having writ. we use. imagination, add a dose of suggestion, slightly thinking this is fact we do not move on when perhaps we should. so moving on quickly……
cut them.
maybe we need to check our numbers at the end, see if one or more are missing. need to count them carefully, one side then the other.it is all a pattern, that keeps us safely, leads us onward.
simmer them.
what about this list, to do it before you die, well as she said, you probably can’t do it after. some may disagree – another belief. we try not to judge, yet that bucket was not worth five pound,so
we paid two.
strain them.
ready for later.
sbm.
inalienable right to strip the world of choreography by Mark Hartenbach
present reality scheming for a look into the future
as a causal universe is rolling along on training wheels
theatrical adventure that takes us nowhere to be found
where the relevance of this scene is always in question
where old guard is falling asleep at the gates of heaven
where there doesn’t have a to be a good reason
when it could as easily be a bad reason instead
allegedly characterized by spirit of unconditional love
but i see too many dollar signs to buy that rubbish
see ambitious lunging at object of affection
a story based on the former life of a ridiculous man
is fulfilling social obligations despite the fact
unsettling remarks are actually quite the opposite
are jimmied achievements of uniform impressions
supposedly natural rivals suffering moral bankruptcy
ignoring all mandates strung along for the ride
allegedly formulating a new search for meaning
manipulation of regardless escaping…
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I am Horizontal by Jill Berrett
I am horizontal
not as in having my body etched by the movement of sand as I rest after furious waves
nor as in absorbing chlorophyll from newly mown grass as I lie with my book
there is no photosynthesis for me,
no luxury lies in my lying.
I am not covered in clouds or staring at stars.
I am propped and pinioned, padded by pillows, muscles and joints
soothed, softened by silver grey cushions.
You may say this is a strange life, yet I share it with millions.
We are rocky outcrops scattered.
We are your hidden minority.
We are the disappeared, not by war or revolution,
nor by famine or hunger
but by viruses, bugs, bacteria,
by caring and loving,
by throwing ourselves in front of the tanks.
If you want to seek us out, go look in beds, on sofas, on floors, in hospitals, in darkened rooms…
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Blooming by Ananya S Guha
Inside by Paul Goring
I have seen
orbiting
exterior
restless souls
surprising themselves
with the depth
of their
need
to be
on the inside
of a kiss
for once
to be enveloped
protected
at peace
To Answer Kushal’s Leaving, Entering by James C. Clemetson
What you thought
was an eagle
was a vulture
a common mistake
I think
No matter
they all eat meat
no vegetarians
these birds of prey
no vegetarians, they
But we, the spirits
out of mind
don’t spend our moments
in thoughts unkind
We are but gods
with no pretense
who wish the world
none but the best
Leaving, Entering by Kushal Poddar
Half of your flipped truck
reclines within the border.
I watch sun lift
the hem of the barbwire skirt,
sniff at your merchandise.
We shall be late to
clear the vigilantes, bro.
We shall spend cold
in the cave of night all darkness, waiting.
You light up the pipe of talk.
Peace, I say to the circling eagle.
Spreading the Word by Ananya S Guha
The Thing Is by Finola Scott
It’s not the net-surfing for cheap flights,
the hoarding of air miles.It’s not the shopping
around for good euro deals, or filling cases
with new clothes for a week’s break.
It’s not the duty free booze or the greed
-grabbed cigarettes, addiction on the cheap.
It’s not the stroll through Border Control,
waving maroon passports. No.
The thing that gets me is the five thousand
rescued last weekend, the six hundred drowned
this year. Numbers, more numbers. Eight hundred
euros for a privileged space in a boat
that darkness-drifts the Med. Good weather’s a lure
for tourists, a bonus to traffickers. The desperate
assured of safe passage in flimsy dingies. Cloud high,
seat belts are fastened ready for landing.